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Whenmyhusband,John,andIhadourfirstchild2o,weagreedI'dbeastay-at-homemoThatmeantwe'dhavetomakedoonasingleine.Wesdsavedsowecouldkeepwiththemeandourstudentloaofmadners.Weevendidn'tgotothemoviesanymore.
Iclippeddtrasales.Tuesdaywaswhestoresputouttheir“new”
merdise.Wednesdaywaswheanddairysearkedathalfpricejustpriortotheirexpiratiourdaymmeaesalesbeforeahiswasunfamiliar.Igrewupwanting.SoIhadsetmysightsoicgoalsthatwouldgetmeoutofpoverty:acollegeedu,aseandacareer.I'dhaddoall,yetIstillagihingswhtforme.Myfaithfeltmorelikeasafetyhaohavehopeforabetterlife.
Thingstookaturnoaphonecall.“Shelly?ThisisBillPorter,”
thevoitheendofthelinesaid.Billwasadoor-to-doorsalesmanI'ddeliveredpackagesfhschool.“Wouldyoubeiediningbackacoupleofdaysaweektofillordersforme?”
ItalkedaboutitwithJohoworkforBill.
&hingyouBillishisunusualappearance.Hisearsareverylarge.Hewalks—orrather,shuffles—sththandisballedupalmostintoafist.Aakesalohiswordsout.WhenIwasateenIwastooshytoaskaboutit.ButoerIstartedtaihequestion.
“Bill,doyouhaveMSorsomethi?”
Iasked.“Ihavecerebralpalsy,”
heaer-of-factly.IthinkheknewIwasalkingaboutit.“But…whatdoesthatmean?Howdidyougetit?Willitgetworse?”
“Thedoctor'sforcepsdamagedmybrainatmybirth.Mywillawon'tgetaher.Itdoesn'tstopmefromaplishimymindto.”
Bill'soptimismamazedme,espetrasttomyowoessimisHegavecreditstohisparents,whotaughthimastrongfaith.Theyfoughttogethimintopublicschraduated,hisfathertoldhim,“Getajob.”
Hewasn'tbeingharsh.It'sjustthatthey'dnevercoddledBill;iheyhadalwaysinsistedhecoulddoahismindtoahimgiveup.BillgotahWatkinsIncorporated,apanyeddlehomeremediesaodoor.Billtoldthedirectisinmyblood.Italmostdoesn'tmatterroductis,aslongasIbelieveinit.Givemeadyou'llsee.”
&aveBillajobonatrialbasis.HeknodoorafterdoorandheardhenBillstartedmakingsales.Hewalkedhisrouteeighthoursaday,ormore,ahepany'stopsalesmairewasn'teasy.Everym,Bill'salarmwentoffat4:45a..Hisbusdow7:20a..Billhattimebecausehedoesn'tliketodressinarush.“Appearaial,”
hesaid.Eagheputonsocks,pressedtrousersaeshirt.Hewouldleavehisbuttoned,hiswingtipslooselytied,ahebriefefriendsatahotelnearwherehemadeabustrahoselooseends.Billwouldhitthestreets,knoeverysielliheomerwillsayyes.”
Thekeyis,Billbelievesthey'llallsayyeseventually.
&wforBillevenafterIhadafewmore.JohnwasmakingmoremoIuedtosdsave.Hohadbepulsion.Istillwentthroughlifewithasense.Faithwasstillaninsurancepolistdisasterratherthanawaytomeetlifehead-on.Billusedhisfaitheveryday,gettingoutofbedahebest.WouldIeverlookatlifethatway?Evenmyhusbandwasfrustratedwithme.OneweekendJohoamovie.“Wecatchtheseveno'clockshow.”
“Honey,'twegotothematinee?”
Iasked.“It'scheaper.”
“Weaffordit.”
Hewasright,butI'tstaboutmohefuture.Itallstemmedfrommychildhood,andI'dooverethat.
&erdayastormortland.OfcoursetoBilltheoodforadoor-to-doorsalesman,”
hesaid.“Everyone'shome!”
Sohebundledupandmadehisroundsuntilhehadmadehisquota.Butthen,thebuseshadstbecausetheroadsweresobad.Hehadtohite,onlytodiscoverthesteepdrivewayleadingtohisfrontdoorwasasheetofice.Hetriedtogetupitagainandagaifallingdown.Fidownonhishandsandkneesahefrhlysatisfiedwithhisday'swork.HetoldmeaboutittheItwasasifthecumulativeaffectwithBillandhisoptimismsankiaboutlifeandstartenjoyingit.
It'sbeehatI'veworkedforBill.OnawhilethoseoldworriesstartihenIthinkaboutmyfriendBillguphisicydriveway.Ihearhimsaying,“Therearenoobstacles,Shelly.Onlyges.”
WhenIfollole,I'mabletoletgoandfeelfree.Yes,BillPorter'sfinallygotmelookingforwardtotheopportunitiesGodopensforus,oatime.Andthesedayswhenmyfamilygoestothemoviesweseethefull-pricedsholurgeonpop.
20年前,当我们生第一个孩子的时候,我和丈夫约翰就商量好了,我要在家里做全职妈妈,这意味着我们就得只靠他一个人的工资生活了。
为了还房贷和学生贷款,我们节衣缩食。
我们常以通心粉和奶酪为主食,而且再也没有去看过电影。
我们剪下商家的优惠券,并且买打折的商品。
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